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Friday, July 2nd, 2004
2:33 am	Ahhhh and so how these tables have turned. Sarah, my darling,...are you sitting down?...take a couple deep breathes sweetheart..... Let me think for a SEC...lets see....you wanna keep secrets do ya? How is this for a secret... 1...2...3....4....5...6.....7...i'd estimate a solid 8. Those are the number of girls I hooked up while we were together. And you always get mad at me when i tell you that stanny boy is playing you....why do i always say that? why do i always accuse him of playin you? Because i know a player when i see one, because i played you for 2 years... I love Live Journal!!! Its SOOOOOOOO fun! Let's fight, I love it. Keep telling me that my friends hate me, I've known that for years...nothing new!!! Keep telling me that nobody wants me and talks shit about me....i've known that as well!!! YOU CAN'T BRING ME DOWN!!!! ....so, friends., and _____'s leaving to get away from me....Well, you know what Sarah.. _____ can fuck themselves....and so can you. Honestly, I watched you fuck yourself and then later proceed to fuck me three times after you fucked a fag with a tongue ring? (and by the way say say, he only has that tongue ring to suck dick). You still came back for the cock, because that's all you want, face it...you're a slut. What did you do after Stan fucked you and stopped talking to you? Where did you go? Back to me...and who openly accepted you and forgave you?..I did. Was it because i loved you?...some of it, or was it because when i looked at your face, i pictured your pussy and nothing else?..thats more of it actually now that i think about it... What else do you got? I can keep going...you don't affect me. All I can think about now is the couple girls I was "hooking" up with when I was with you....that's something I can remember...."joining together" for a good time..."becoming one" temporarily....2 days after you and stan. You played with fire sweetie, and you got burned... Never take advantage of everything I have given you. Don't forget how good I was to you...,ungrateful snob. Keep talking shit about Kevin... He's sick in the head...everyone knows it... good, then i'm sick in the head... And you think you talking to my friends behind my back hurts me? Do you notice how everywhere i go i know somebody? I have an endless amount of friends sarah...., you only had me and rachel...fucking loser. Oh yeah, try finding a guy who will actually take you out for dinner once....and fast food doesn't count... I advise you keep your mouth shut now, because i'm done bickering with you. I dont want to make an embarrassment out of you again ... and trust me, I haven't even gone into half of what else you don't know....And it's really funny,....as much as i am disgusted with you., as much as i'd rather lick dirt from the bottom of my shoe than deal with your bullshit ever again, ....i've decided to go easy on you with the secrets. I actually have half a heart out of common respect to go easy on you right now...What i've told you is all i'm going to tell you. You know now, and you know that i clearly don't give a fuck about what kind of war you want to have with me... And of course, you are going to fight back because for some reason...and i really don't know why, you think you can beat me. I already won. Well, i await your comments and revenge. What goes around comes around baby. You need to grow up, you're not 9 years old, throw a 1 in front of that "say say!!"...19 years old....and you're not a cheerleader. I welcome you to fight back... But i'll tell you this: I haven't been this happy in a really long time. I'm a better person without you. I'm actually, really happy...you really weren't worth it. Ding ding! The final bell has rung, match is over. Keep your mouth shut from now on, get over me, i don't want you anymore. Find someone else. Stop trying to make me sad about you, it won't work. I could care less now if you fucked the boy 100 times,... you're a piece of trash in my eyes. You can't make me angry by hooking up with more guys when i expect you too... Fuck it, i'm done. Current Mood: chipper
Friday, June 20th, 2003
2:36 am	"Fuck you, bye" .....watch me disappear..... (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
10:13 pm	Happy 4th....want another? Hello journal... I think i will start writing again....the quick run-through again... sarah and i rock...that's it. I love her unbelievably...it's fucking crazy how much love i have for her...she's mine.......miiiiinnnnnne... :-(, i miss her TODAY WE CELEBRATE THE 4TH MONTH!--- I have seen Sarah for 5 days straight...and that is swwwwweeett...kinda funny that we somehow don't see each other on the 4th month....but we have the past 5 days...haha... umm.....i am working on getting my new guitar..... i hate school now...but i'm working on it... Sarah just called me!!! ya hoo!....ok, i'm out of here.... by the way...went to lifetime today and worked out with andrea frensly and matt's old megan....i'm 203!!! YAAA HOOO!!! gotta keep it up... i love you sarah Current Mood: excited (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 3rd, 2002
8:16 am	ummmmmm. yea...i don't know why i haven't been writing...i've been distracted actually....but the quick run through... ryan is a fucking bitch who is losing me as a friend because he doesn't even bother to call or hang out with me anymore... matt is awesome... dan is awesome but i miss him because i don't see him much... lopez.....is lopez..... sarah...is the best. Thanksgiving was spent at my aunts house...food was good... i spent Wednesday with sarah...we saw "8 crazy nights"...it was funny....especially Whitey..or whatever that lil old guys name was. i really don't feel like thinking about what else has been going on....all i know is that........ -i'm in love... -i have to go x-mas shopping... -i want to relax -i want my parents to relax -and o yes....i'm suspended right now So i'm sitting here in the school library because i showed up to Mr. Hayes' office at 7:02..."You're late....you're suspended....go down to the library" My cell phone said 6:59...i was going to argue...but his clock said 7:02....what the hell was I going to do about it??? I personally think this whole situation has gone way too far. It was a fucking joke...worst shit goes on in this school and i cant believe this is still happening. It's over with---"BOO HOO, I'M A LITTLE BITCH FRESHMAN WITH SHITTY PARENTS THAT BITCH ABOUT STUPID SHIT"...well guess what!....worst shit is going to happen to your son....drop it...it isin't a big deal... o well....i really couldn't give a fuck.....i'm going to tell Mr. Hayes to just kick me out...that would be a lot better than missing so much class due to the fact that me and some guys were horsing around. We all apologized....we didn't mean to hurt anyone...but we are still being punished to the extreme...this is bullshit... I don't want it to snow....i can't be plowing snow...i'm supposed to be seeing Sarah today....I need to see her so all of my stress disappears...I wan't to go home. Current Mood: stressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 23rd, 2002
12:21 am	I love Sarah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 14th, 2002
4:28 pm	so yesterday i came home and stuff....and talked to sarah for a little bit...then i left her a voicemail and took a little napppppppy nap nap nap...and watched corky romano and little nicky.....then me and sarah talked again...then matt came over and guess what?! sarah called and was all like "hey yo!!! whats up my whore!?!?" and i was all like "yo bitch!!! whats cracka-lackin?!" and she be like "yyeee haw!" so she came over!!!!!! YAAAAA HOOO!!! I was sooooo happy....that doesent happen to often and she definately made my night......and stuff like that..... then today!!! i got hit in the eye with a basketball and it fuckin hurt like hell...but i put ice on it and now its all better and stuff.....and so i got home and ate some subway and sarah called and was all like "hi man." and i was like "hey." then i secretly went over to her house when she didnt know and installed a virus in her computer....which is why she had to come over again!!!! so she could use MYYYYYYY computer......it rocked ass.....now she is sitting next to me...writing notes and stuff.....and i love her...actually..i can say it right now...."i love you"....haha....sarah goes "shhh!" lol.......... badass.... Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 12th, 2002
11:16 pm	Sarah...Happy 3rd...want another??? Yesterday was the 3rd month with Sarah... SOoooOOoOOooo very glad to have her...me and matt went to the mall to do some stuff and we had a good time goofing around...it was awesome...we went into "brookstone" or something like that and slept on the beds and played around with the massaging chairs acting like we were interested... Thennnnnnnnnn........Tooooddddayyy.......I saw Saraaaahhhh! FINALLY! AFTER A LONG WEEK!!! That week sucked!...Let's hope i don't gotta wait that long again..., it was soooooo good seeing her...fuckin felt like a million bucks....I love her.....ANNNDDD we got 3rd month gifts for each other!!! She got me the sweetest gift in this world....she took this badass picture that we took on homecoming and framed it!!! And its SWEEEEEEEEET! I love it i love it i love it....and i'm in love with her...so it all works out ya kno??? I got her this shirt she wanted from express....kinda reminds me of something.....hmmmmm....NOT SAYIN!!! And then, after we hung out at my house...hehe....we went to Panera...and we ate...and we were goofy...we were sayin sexual stuff really loud in hopes that people would hear.....then i humped her outside of panera and some guy saw....then i went across the road to this chinese store place and this guy was smoking a cigarette...and i got out of the car right by him and started to hump my door, then i jumped in and drove off....it was funny....haha...chinese people. Then after i said "ok love you bye!" to sarah i saw ryan and we went back to panera cuz ryan was hungry....then we went tanning...and then i came home..and talked to sarah again and said goodnight to her...and i still have homework to do....but i'm happy...and slightly irratated...probably cuz i want ryan to stop smoking...he really has to stop...i can't keep tellin him cuz he always says "ok...if i really wanted to quit, i could, i know i could" but thats bullshit because he cant....whatever...BOOOOO!!!! I love you sarah... Current Mood: devious (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 10th, 2002
3:33 pm	"Broken" I finished my first song the other day, and now i've almost mastered it...so i'm excited...it's called "Broken" and it's about a guy who treated his girl like shit, and when his girl left, he didnt say goodbye and he would do anything to get her back..and he blames the whole entire thing on himself. and that's it...yea, i love it... I miss Sarah, :-(... She is coming back today, and i cant wait to talk to her...this weekend was ok,...on friday: me, dan, matt, and henry all chilled at my house;;we had some drinks. And yesterday: me, dan, matt, and lopez all hung out for a while;;, we stopped by Matt Cave's, that sucked, so we all had fun back at my house.... O!! And Matt got a cell phone!!! Finally....it's hillarious to see him holding one...and even talking on one...it's really weird... I can't wait to see Sarah Tuesday....maybe even tomorrow if she wants too....and Monday is the third month...wow. It's been an awesome time with her... This morning me and mah papa went to church...then ryan called me and we ended up gettin some grub and tanning...and now i'm here...at home...waiting for sarah to call...o shit! got homework....i should really work on that... Ok...bye! Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 6th, 2002
7:24 pm	Wings played SHITTY! Yesterday...after school...I went over to Sarah's house.....and we did some major cuddlage...and I love her...very much. oh...and....I have to buy a plane ticket and send auntie off on her way A.S.A.P... :-) After I left Sarah's...i came home and my brother and i left for the wings game...we had 5th row and the seats were great...they were really close. But...me and chris actually had more time seeing the beer stand and the bathroom line more than the actual game...and that kinda sucked cuz i really wanted to watch the game...but...hey.....I WAS DRUNK!!! I stopped drinking after a while because i wanted to drive home....so after i sober up...chris drives home anyway...dumbass.... School was frikin long today....and my text messages havent been working....which pisses the fuck out of me...i want to shoot somebody...... I love you Sarah Current Mood: ~Loved (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, November 4th, 2002
9:24 pm	Monday... Yesterday after i wrote my LJ...my mom was all like "Hey!!! come and return stuff with me and you can keep the money"....so of course.... *VOOOOOOOOOOMMMMM!!!!!!!* --out the door... My girlfriend called me and was like "Hi!!" and i was all like "Hi!!" and she was like "come over when you can so we can go to blockbuster and grocery shopping..........and stuff like that....because you are the best and i love you and you rock ass and you are awesomely awesome and you are the sweetest in the whole wide world"...eh..something along those lines. (its funny, cuz when you quote something, you can make up whatever you want!) and i was like "allright sweet...i'll come over A-SAP" SOoOOOoOooooo i DID!!!! Yes....i totally did.... I got to Sarah's and then I watched the Lions game with Mr. Hakala...then me, Sarah, and Hannah went out to Kroger's...where Hannah decided to hold my hand the whole time....lol. She's so cute...but what was even cuter was seeing Sarah play with the shopping cart...she would jump on the back and move it really fast and go "WWEeeeeeEEEEEeeeeee!" :-)! Then we went to Blockbuster and rented monkey balls or something...and i got Sarah a new toy---STITCH!! LOLA AND STITCH!!! SWEET FUCKING AWESOME! Then we went back to Sarah's and i brought "One flew over the cuckoo’s nest".....we put in the movie and watched it......well...watched each other.....hahahaha....no.really tho...i did a much better job.......BUT DAMN WAS THAT FUN!! Then i said "ok! i love you Sarah! bye" and left....and the drive home was dedicated to Matt....because i called and talked to him... what ended up happening....yep...i TOTALLY GUESSED IT>....-make up sex- With that in mind...It's Monday...and i have no homework...I watched "Juice" today. A movie with tupac in it...damn, that's a good movie..but it's kind of fucked up.....I want Sarah to call...I can't hang out with her this weekend because she is going out of town... We're gonna miss you Sarah!!! All of us guys will toast a few beers to you, but you know my night of drinking will be dedicated to you...cuz i'm cool like that.... GO COMMANDO'S! ...I'm out...ByyyyyyyyyyEEE! Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 3rd, 2002
11:35 am	The football game was cancelled.... THE COMMANDO's ROCK ASS!!! Halloween was fun! Sarah came over and helped me pass out candy to kids...and i realized that there are a lot of smart ass kids out there....its ok....they wont be so smart when they find staples in their candy... THEN! on FRIDAY!!!--Sarah and I watched "one flew over the cuckoo’s nest"........HAHAHAHAHHAHA,...hehe...."watced"...:"wait..hold on, i can't....wait no...no....oooooooo" oops... Matt called a few times but my cell didnt answer so i felt kinda bad...its all good. Yesterday me, matt, sarah, jim, henry, and lopez went to the north farmington vs. brother stupid fucking rice game..........rice won...assholes. And it was soooooooo fucking cold....kinda sucks that we didnt bring the blanket!!! bahhahaha Then later me, sarah, matt, and dan watched spiderman in matts basement....ZZZZzzzzzZZZZZZzzzZZ dumb!!! and then we ended up goin to the red roof to have a nice quiet night of drinking when all the sudden- DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!------DRAMA!!! I have never seen such a bitch fight....matt vs. jessica. Matt had been drinking...really...really fast.....and jessica was bein a poop so that didnt connect too well which caused them to yell and scream at each other which was weird to see...very weird to see matt and jessica fight...they had been best friends for like 2 years before they went out and it was like seeing dan and matt fight,...not right..they need to make up. Sarah on the other hand had a good bonding night with matt and thats awesome because i need to see my buddy cool with my girl....not like jessie..that sucked...NOBODY liked jessie.... I love Sarah...i got to spend the whole weekend with her...and thursday...she is sweeeeeeeet!!! I am going to eat breakfast with ryan in a little bit...then, hopefully, me and sarah can finish that movie...cuz it looked good...and i have to test myself to see if i actually have what it takes to get through one damn movie...........(hahahahahhahaha).... S.S. ----- :-) well!....see ya!!! Current Mood: silly (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 30th, 2002
8:05 pm	I hate reality Monday- I saw Sarah. We visited Rachel because it was her b-day. Tuesday- studied for tests for wednesday Wednesday- stupid fucking test tomorrow I hate rap music...i hate the new punk era thats erupting as well...i hate mean people...i hate the future...i hate the present...i hate the past...i hate oakland...i hate my new guitar strap...i hate homework...i hate the fact that i cant have a decent phone conversation without 20 interruptions...i hate my image...i hate girls...i only love those closest to me...i hate guys...i hate the fact that i cant talk to matt anymore because he is so far up jessica's ass...i hate that i cant talk to dan...i hate that ryan is 50% good friend-50% albanian gangster...i hate time...i hate people who steal from others...i hate people who kill each other...i hate people who judge others...i hate people who judge others....i hate people who judge others....i hate final exams...i hate bad people...i hate people who break sweet and innocent people down into a little world of confusion and jealousy...i hate people with good metabolism...i hate those stupid banner ads that pop up every time you go on the internet...i hate annoying people that never stop calling you...i hate people that say i don't call them...i hate secrets...i hate change...i hate loneliness...i hate being taken advantage of!...i hate...that.... Current Mood: aggravated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 27th, 2002
1:44 pm	I love my girlfriend. Hellllllllew!!!! Lets get a quick update here....nothin much happened on Thursday, i know that i talked to Sarah and studied for my tests for Friday...ohh, i did my time for my political hours. I had to hang these door things on peoples door knobs to vote for some jackass. Oh yea, and it was a half day. On Friday, we had another short day because we had an assembly that was pretty cool...then i got home early and Sarah came over!!! yahooo! I got to spend a while with her and we had fun. Then i said "ok! i love you! bye!" to her and i went to hang out with the guys;;"". Cam: "Yeah!! yeeeaaahh! Hit that shit hit that shit!"...*turn around* 2 bears humping...hillarious. On Saturday, i did absolutely nothing for a while. I wrote a song on my guitar and made up really cool riff's and stuff. Then i talked to sarah!!! and then we went to go see Jackass with matt, dan, ryan lopez, jessica, chris, and lauren yono., The movie was absolutely fucking insane. Very funny. and then I took Sarah home and...... :-(....yea.... I got home and met up with Ryan's drunken ass...he spent the night. This morning Ryan and I went to Ram's horn....then i got home and played more guitar and i just thought of a new badass song thats gonna be sweet, now i am at the point where i have to start writing these songs down because i know too many and i am gonna forget them. My girlfriend made my bed for me, :-(....and gave me chapstick....and.......i love her.....a lot... Current Mood: ~Loved (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 23rd, 2002
10:24 pm	tired It's Wednesday already...this week is flying by. I have a half day tomorrow and an assembly schedule on friday. Swwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeet! O shit! i just forgot i still have homework to do! gotta go do that and then talk to sarah for a bit...... bye! Current Mood: rushed (Comment on this)
Monday, October 21st, 2002
11:40 pm	"Noooo....Mineeee" Hhhahahahahaha...hahahahaha....that was great. haha. Monday ey? Monday in school flew by today. I got my grade to an A- in microsoft word because Ms. Blackmer is a biottttttch. But she loves me so she brought my grade up, now my GPA is a 3.0, where it should be, BOO YA! We played volleyball in gym today, i kicked ass. I came home and talked to Sarah...it is so good to be able to talk to her...that is one of the biggest reasons that i love her. Ryan is always busy, matt is at football after school and when he gets home he always talks to jessica, dan is in fremont.....so who better to talk to then my love? my girl...my hunny....my baby...my....my.....mine! I am learning "Standard Lines" by Dashboard Confessional right now for my guitar, and I am doing pretty good so far, i am about 40% on my way. I have to learn a hard riff in the beginning but I will get it down. Ryan called me today after work and he was like "Bro...i really have to talk to you...meet me at Tweeny's in 5"...so i did that. Then he flashed his cigarettes at me, so i knew something was wrong. We sat in his car and had a cig and he told me that he got fired from his job....dammmmmmn. That sucks...but to get revenge, he filled up everyone's ice cream cups really really full and threw topping all over them, then he took 20cents from the counter and left. hahahaha, thats great. I'm in love with a girl who makes me smile, Who makes my waking day, worth while. I think of her in every situation, To be with her, is taking a vacation. hahaha...i don't know how the hell i just thought of that, but it's pretty funny! I love you Sarah. Current Mood: Sooooo glad. (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 20th, 2002
1:31 am	Homecoming...over... I just got back from my last homecoming as a senior...kinda sucks...i loved homecomings...but it was a good one. I don't remember what happened on thursday...all i know is that i had a bunch of tests... On Friday...i came home and then i went to Angelas bday party for like 15minutes and then i left to go see sarah at the west bloomfield football game. We went to her house afterwards and hung out. This morning i woke up at like 8am to help my dad at his real estate class. IT WAS MY DADS B-DAY TODAY! I grabbed the mic and i was like "may i please have your attention....49 years ago from this day.....my father was born" and everyone laughed, and then i said "so we made him work as a birthday present" and everyone laughed more. It was sweet...i cant wait till i teach... I left there and picked up sarah's corsage and rose for sweetest day and then i came home and called sarah, then i got ready. I went to Sarahs and saw her again for homecoming....she looked gorgeous again...wow...wow...wow....she looked soooo perfect...i love her so much. We took some pictures and me, sarah, mara, and rob headed over to macaroni grill for dinner. Dinner was yummy...then after that we went to the HC dance... i can get high strung sometimes,... not a good feeling, i'll tell you that much....my reasons, understandable. We left the dance a bit afterwards cuz we were gettin boredededidididededid. Then we went to sarah's house. We all hung out and then i came home.... kinda feelin sad that HC is over officially... and feelin sad that..um..hard to explain....the whole being in different surroundings thing is gonna be held off for a while...:-\. I love you. Current Mood: ~Loved (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 16th, 2002
10:39 pm	Wednesday... Heyyyyyyyyy there... Not having Sarah sucks...fuck my morals... It was good having 2 days off...i did a lot of sleeping in...i finally cleaned my room...and i....slept... I worked out with my brother yesterday, i was 205, yahooo...i was 215 a week or two ago...badass... Its already Thursday tomorrow!!! aaaaaahahahahhaa....and it feels like Monday...but on Friday..i get to see my girl...and Saturday is homecoming, and i love homecomings because they are sweet....and fun at the same time.... "Looooveee....so many things...i have to tell you...." such a good song, i forgot who sings it tho.... And i really have to start singing more...i'm losing it.... Ok, see you tomorrow...or when i have the time to write... Current Mood: good (Comment on this)
Monday, October 14th, 2002
3:43 pm	Comfortable I woke up on Sunday and punched my pillows a few times...I couldnt believe Sarah and I were done with...I missed her already. I headed over to the CC vs. UofD game (BOYS BOWL)...CC kicked ass, 14-00. I got home and changed into my HC clothes...then i headed over to Sarah's...i cried the whole way there... When i got to Sarah's, i went into her family room and sat down, i became very nervous. She came downstairs dressed in her beautiful dress and the minute i saw her i was calm. I wanted her so bad, i missed her, and i wanted to tell her how much i did....i couldnt. I was in shock as to how gorgeous she looked. She looked absolutely amazing.~~ We took some pictures and i started to cry heading over to her door so she could put the boutineer on me, she didnt see me. We left her house and headed over to Andrew Soley's. John Mayer- Comfortable I had been pretty depressed during the night until Sarah and I talked about things... I love her. My battle: Love vs. Morals...one of the hardest things i have ever had to decide. When i am with Sarah, it feels like the whole world is standing still. When i am with her, i am only with her, and nothing else can interfere. We were at the HC yesterday, and we hardly danced, i didnt want too, i wanted to hold her. yesterday was too good...this hurts though...i have to make a decision... Current Mood: I love Sarah (Comment on this)
3:35 pm	update-10,11,12 10- Very stressed out, the boys bowl skit is on friday and i am about to have a nervous breakdown... 11- Boys bowl skit kicked ass, everyone loved it so much...went to the CC bonfire...met up with the guys at like 11 and we got something to eat 12- Sarah and I broke things off...30 minutes later i had to pick up Emily for North Farmington's HC...not a good night. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
11:53 pm	IiiiiiIIIiIIiiiiii,,,wish u were hereeeeee.... Hangin round... I was a bit late for skit practice this mornin...but it was cool, we did whatever and came up with about 5 more added jokes that are completely hillarious... school was allright today,;;-no homework came home...took a nap...talked to sarah i learned the star spangled banner today for my guitar..., not like it matters any...just makes me plain angry... goin to bed now....LOOOOOOOONG day tomorrow.... i cant believe my eyes have gone this long reading only my journal...thank God for self-discipline goodnight Current Mood: alone (Comment on this)